I dunno why

I feel like if I'm his little secret
I feel like I'm a invisible thing for him
Nobody knows that he loves me, that he's mine.
And I'm getting tired of be just another stupid thing, just another girl.
I feel alone sometimes, even when I'm surrounded by people.
I hate how I feel right now, I feel like crap. Like just a secondary thing.
Oh damn, I know that tears don't help but sometimes they make you feel better.
I don't know what to do now. u_u
I feel so bad :/
So... sorry for boring you with this.
Take care ppl n__n